Hi
Pulverize, deform or violently subdue.
Or simply, intense infatuation.
Infatuation, obsession, passion, love especially for the unattainable.
Unattainable. Huh.
I've had lots of crushes before. None of them are my friend. (Okay that's a lie....)
Yeah, university life is tiring. No, not because of all the learning or coursework or the lab reports..... But the human beings needed to be taken care of, the sickening growing bigger yet crumpled heart pumping for a certainly wrong person knowing for absolute reason of all reasons that the certain person won't see you as how you see them.
But, as expected, as lyrics sang
This crush ain't going nowhere...........
The worst part is when you're friends. Worsen when you became friends at the same time of having the fast heart rate, the 'hey I want your attention' everytime, all the 'oh he's here' and stuffs.
Being awkward friends because first, yeah you don't have the same crazy topics to talk about. Secondly, you have a feeling on him knowingly that he don't. Thirdly, when you're hoping for a fairy tale miracle but there are just no fairies or Malecifient to help settle your friendship.......
Ano otoko desu.
That one guy you feel like glancing everytime. That you've tried everything to get close to him or to just have a small chat.
That one guy who made you skip a beat every time. Yes he have my heart. Well, partially. Just the annoying giddy part of my story.
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