Goodbye

Hi there!

Currently I'm in a phase of a should not do and a should do.

In Malaysia, SPM is the most crucial exam you ever take. Assumed, it is your 'future'.

I'm supposed to be studying right now, as in this minute this moment itself.

But no. I'm rebelling.

Hey.

If goodbye is the combination of the word 'good' and 'bye', then why are there so many tears during goodbyes?

Aren't good meant to be good?

I'm going to end my senior year in less than a month.

Then I'll never experienced high school anymore.

In fact, there won't be any school anymore.

Goodbye isn’t a sad word
It’s a yell that connects us to our respective dreams
I’ll hold the days we spent together in my heart
And take off alone to my next sky

Ikimonogakari - Yell.

If goodbyes are for sad occasion, I'll guess I'll be using it frequently after this. Since I'm not the kind that holds on to my relationship for too long. It's not that I literally want to delete everyone, its just that my awkwardness kill everything.

Well yup,
goodbyes to convent,
goodbyes to seseri,
goodbyes to miam fawn ( I'm not sure if you guys miss me as muc as I missed you)
and goodbyes to life.

Till we met again,

Aou.

BYEEE¬~